Work sucks??
Well,Been working in AFON for exactly 2 years 4 months and 15 days... Well, When i first joined in the coy, i was with hope and passion that this coy will be a good coy for me... and well, i did strive and pursue my job, with passion.. aiming to do the best for my customer.. and i was happy that my coy appreciated me for my hard work. Somehow, this passion is dying.... Reason???
Well, i supposed that the reason is due to the current project that i am doing now and i.e. G3.
G3 had been my baby since last year dec. At that time, i was the junior programmer in this project to assist my senior, wz. Somehow, coy was not happy with his performance and thus he was gone... and me ended up as the main programmer... From the intented 3 consultants to implement this job as this is not a small job... ended up as no consultants now. Reason? Well, the only consultant who was the most familiar is now on matenity and my project manager is being dragged to another project... Now i am the only person still holding on to the project.
I would say that i was real disappointed in the way my mgmt is working now. Cos they only know how to push for deadline, the only thing they can think of is... "when can they go live? this proj is over deadline. Losing $$ already"... but they nv really think of no resource and how to continue leh... Me.. is now the programmer, the implementor and now DAMN!!! the trainer....!!!! I tried to push the responsibility of the trainer away... although i am the current person who knows the best for the project, but then i do not want the coy to take advantage of the situation. Cos when there is once, there is bound to be a 2nd and 3rd time... but i was unable to push it away cos there was simpily no resources...
OK... my lady boss, SH told me yest tat my Project manager managed to help me with 3 days support, but i need to cover another 3 days... then she told me that "it is good to be an all rounder"... me was smiling to her.. but in my mind, i was thinking.... "Crazy... say until so nice... but please loh... this is not my job scope.."
OK... now me is already in my most down stage in the coy... simpily no moltivation to carry on... Resignation had been swimming through my mind recently, but then the thoughts of my G3 users who are having so much hope on the project somehow holds me on....
I shall see how the whole thing goes.... If situation does not turn to the better, then i think it is time for me to move on.... BUt still, i will give myself another chance to persist on.
Wish me luck for the new year... For G3... For me especially!
posted by *Penelope* @ 11:27 PM
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